Thursday, February 12, 2009

i am an infant in the womb of god





i am an infant in the womb of god

there – light
trembles
nurtures
i stir, closed eyes
warm flesh hides reality, sharp
glory

i tremble, stir, i think
i know so much
about what it means to be alive, after all
i have a beating heart, moving hands, fragmented
thoughts
proud; an infant who learns
to bang her hands on the table for food
see? see how much i can do?

he smiles
sweeps me up when i raise my arms
yes, love, yes, you’re so talented, so smart, so beautiful

suddenly
mother is brushing her hair
i conceive of womanhood
one day that will be me

i wish i were
grown up! i cry
grown ups are wise, they’re smart, everything is
easy, for them

wait, love, he murmurs
there is a price
to wisdom

hold my finger, here,
just here,
i will teach you to walk

and one day, one day
soon,
this warm
comfort will give
way and you will
be
born.

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